GALAU (Season 2)
Written by: Lolita Choi
Starring: Choi Siwon
“You kissed a guy.”
“Yeah… I did, but it was just a fanservice.”
“But you never told me!”
“It was Heechul Hyung, jagi, please.”
“But your ‘Heechul Hyung’ is a guy!”
“You know him, jagi. Please, don’t exaggerate things!”
“‘Exaggerate things’? Then I am exaggerating?” I chuckled bitterly. “Fine, fine. I am exaggerating, I don’t understand your job, I’m a totally awful girlfriend. So please, just find a better woman, that can bear with everything you do, mister. Goodbye.”
“Hea, Hea, you don’t understand!” He chased after me and grabbed my wrist.
I turned, “Haven’t I told you that just then? ‘I don’t understand your job’, indeed. So go find a woman that do. Annyeonghikyeseyo.” I bowed a bit before leaving.
“That isn’t what I mean…!” He grabbed my wrist again, and now, added a protective hug from behind. “You know, it was my job, so please…”
“I always endured with everything related to your job, but you know it’s painful… You know you could’ve declined it, oppa. You have your manly image, you could just say that it was just your way to protect that image, and I’m sure they’d find it was reasonable. But you just didn’t do that…”
“I didn’t think that far that time, jagi…” He forced me to turn and grabbed my shoulders. “It’s just won’t happen twice. Okay? Never again, promise.”
I looked him in the eyes, and again, fell for those two beautiful black things I always loved.
“Okay.” I finally nodded. “Okay, no twice.”
He smiled while kissed my forehead. “No twice, deal.”
So what do you think I would do when two years later, I saw this:
@AllRiseSilvers_: #SS3sg Heechul and Siwon kissed during No Other performance [via:vitaminjewel]
This time, I might didn’t see the event myself just like I did when it first occured during SuperShow 1, but you know? It feels the same. Pain.
@HeA309: @siwon407 we’re over.
(Credit as tagged)
okay, those above really were my feelings after I saw the tweet. and in case you don’t know what GALAU (this post’s title) is, it means ‘heartsick’. actually I really don’t like them acting ‘gay-ish’, it hurts me a lot T.T
(oke, ini bener2 curhatan kegalauan saya abis ngeliat itu tweet. dan ini lebih galau dari posting GALAU saya yang kemaren -.- (tapi saya jadi berasa cinta fitri pas nulis judulnya -___-)